a brief breakdown of the result of war. (via v from nodefinition)

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a beautiful sunny day yesterday. but very hot. 90 degrees.

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finally did the taxes last night. we owe about 1400 dollars. ugh!

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my levels seem to be high lately. the insulin needs to be increased i think. i also need to get exercise. i wish that i lived near a park or something.

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my baby is supposed to be having(nov 10,2003 is the due date) more distinct fingers and toes now. i can't wait to see the next ultrasound in 3 weeks. please,little baby, please be alive and healthy.



the last ultrasound was so cute, with the little knobs for arms and legs, and the big belly and a big head, and a nose. so teddy bear like. very cute.



i need to get robin excited again. we both were kinda trying to not be (in the case, that ...you know), but it is not fair for the baby to not be happy and positive and excited. i have started to feel that way, happy i mean, and now we, the baby and i need to get robin to feel that way, again. i know that he is, at first before the diabetes, he would look up sites and get information and all the other things, but lately...with the fear, he is less so.

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