so! i somehow deleted the ability to edit/add the old blog and now have to start anew. i didn't realize how attached i had become to the old blog. i am also worried about the inaccessibility to change archived posts that possibly should not be viewed.
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other than that, preeth, robin, blake and i went out last night to copeland's...had catfish and andouilie sausage, new orleans style...and shared a huge drink big enough for 4 people, called the ragin storm i think. it was fun. we all could not believe that it was a monday!
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maybe i should apologize to dad? i don't know
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had a talk with a friend about friendships, how to judge a good one, how to appreciate one when you have expectations of a certain way, of how time shows a lot of mistakes, of not taking needs into consideration. all this due to the fact that i did not come to a party, one amongst quite a few i think, thinking that events in my life are more important than my value at the party. i guess that i felt as if i did not 'need' to be there for the friend to have a good time at her party, and that she would be fine with her other friends, and showed my friendship in other ways i guess, listening, always trying to be there, providing inspiration and support, and other things. well, i will attend her parties from now on i think knowing that i was invited because she felt i was a value to her party, and i think that she is now able to see that i provide 'friendship' in other ways. i hope. she is important to me, so i hope that she knows that, and i need to start showing it in other ways as well.
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i had apologized to mom by the way, last friday, and i am glad b/c i hate fighting with her. now i guess i might need to do the same for dad.
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other than that, preeth, robin, blake and i went out last night to copeland's...had catfish and andouilie sausage, new orleans style...and shared a huge drink big enough for 4 people, called the ragin storm i think. it was fun. we all could not believe that it was a monday!
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maybe i should apologize to dad? i don't know
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had a talk with a friend about friendships, how to judge a good one, how to appreciate one when you have expectations of a certain way, of how time shows a lot of mistakes, of not taking needs into consideration. all this due to the fact that i did not come to a party, one amongst quite a few i think, thinking that events in my life are more important than my value at the party. i guess that i felt as if i did not 'need' to be there for the friend to have a good time at her party, and that she would be fine with her other friends, and showed my friendship in other ways i guess, listening, always trying to be there, providing inspiration and support, and other things. well, i will attend her parties from now on i think knowing that i was invited because she felt i was a value to her party, and i think that she is now able to see that i provide 'friendship' in other ways. i hope. she is important to me, so i hope that she knows that, and i need to start showing it in other ways as well.
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i had apologized to mom by the way, last friday, and i am glad b/c i hate fighting with her. now i guess i might need to do the same for dad.
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