moved furntiture yesterday again...i know, i know...i am so tired of moving furniture and being unsettled...we still have to put together the ikea furniture, and move sofas around...etc.,
dad got me mad yesterday. apparently he has already sent pictures to nanamma (his mother, my g-mother)...the problem? i hadn't even seen the pictures yet, we received the pics the day we went on vacation, and even before robin and i saw the pics, dad went and sent it while we were on vacation. and neza has a method where we write the number of copies that we need on the back of the pictures, and we have no clue what those pictures are like, let alone how many copies we want. anyway, i showed my anger for all of 2 minutes. then...i started to help with moving, got busy...i realized that everything is fixable, neza can make another copy of everything, we can look at negatives of those missing pics. anyway, you would think that that would be the end of it right? no! not in my family!! my dad decided to get mad at me for showing my anger for 2 minutes...what did he expect that i would jump for joy and thank him for taking away MY wedding pictures before i even could see it...he yelled and yelled and said that i treated him badly, i disrespected him...blah, blah, blah. whatever. my family. i realized that it's his guilt talking...i had decided to be mature about this. but then why did he have to go yell at mom for telling me that he sent the pictures to india? why? what did she do wrong? i needed to know, big deal. gawd, sometimes...i get so angry at all this cr*p. but there truly is nothing that i can do..about my dad's temper...about my own temper, maybe i can control that, but another person's...
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i have a screenwriting class tonight. i am excited and anxious. i have no idea how i would be as a screenwriter...i don't even know the basics of screenwriting actually. i am more of a memoir/short story type of writer. but i will post more about this class later.
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jr and susan are getting married this w/e. i am glad that i need only enjoy it, without the stress of being in it. maybe i'll eat something this time, rather than like my own wedding, where i didn't eat or drink...
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wedding memory-
indian ceremony-seeing kanaka, it was nice, unexpected, didn't get to talk to her much...as to be expected...but even if there were time, i would not know what to say...we have not really spoken as friends for a long, long, time, it seems like decades ago. old times.
american ceremony-seeing all the guys together, kumar,rishi,biju,goat,preeth, raj,ahmed, janu,paxton. it was fun. i hope that they had fun seeing each other again, all in one place.
dad got me mad yesterday. apparently he has already sent pictures to nanamma (his mother, my g-mother)...the problem? i hadn't even seen the pictures yet, we received the pics the day we went on vacation, and even before robin and i saw the pics, dad went and sent it while we were on vacation. and neza has a method where we write the number of copies that we need on the back of the pictures, and we have no clue what those pictures are like, let alone how many copies we want. anyway, i showed my anger for all of 2 minutes. then...i started to help with moving, got busy...i realized that everything is fixable, neza can make another copy of everything, we can look at negatives of those missing pics. anyway, you would think that that would be the end of it right? no! not in my family!! my dad decided to get mad at me for showing my anger for 2 minutes...what did he expect that i would jump for joy and thank him for taking away MY wedding pictures before i even could see it...he yelled and yelled and said that i treated him badly, i disrespected him...blah, blah, blah. whatever. my family. i realized that it's his guilt talking...i had decided to be mature about this. but then why did he have to go yell at mom for telling me that he sent the pictures to india? why? what did she do wrong? i needed to know, big deal. gawd, sometimes...i get so angry at all this cr*p. but there truly is nothing that i can do..about my dad's temper...about my own temper, maybe i can control that, but another person's...
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i have a screenwriting class tonight. i am excited and anxious. i have no idea how i would be as a screenwriter...i don't even know the basics of screenwriting actually. i am more of a memoir/short story type of writer. but i will post more about this class later.
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jr and susan are getting married this w/e. i am glad that i need only enjoy it, without the stress of being in it. maybe i'll eat something this time, rather than like my own wedding, where i didn't eat or drink...
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wedding memory-
indian ceremony-seeing kanaka, it was nice, unexpected, didn't get to talk to her much...as to be expected...but even if there were time, i would not know what to say...we have not really spoken as friends for a long, long, time, it seems like decades ago. old times.
american ceremony-seeing all the guys together, kumar,rishi,biju,goat,preeth, raj,ahmed, janu,paxton. it was fun. i hope that they had fun seeing each other again, all in one place.
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