last night robin and i had dinner, at the cheesecake factory with jr and susan and susan's friend jim. jim is from ireland, and had in the past 4 years (don't know exactly when) had won a settlement of some sort (don't know the details), which is allowing him to travel all over the world. he is freakin' living my dream!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh!!! i wish, i wish, that i could travel around the world, staying for however long i want, wherever i want, whenever i want!! i wish!! do you think that if i keep making wishes on stars, and falling eyelashes, and wishing wells, then perhaps, perhaps then i can win enough money, or make enough money to travel like that?

i am as green as i can ever be...he's great and he deserves it...but man i am so jealous!!