plum tired. moving is a pain in the arse! to top it off, i decided to not be a girl (and only pack), i actually helped with moving, big things/furniture included. i can't imagine being otherwise, i can't imagine being one of those, 'i can't lift this box, it's too heavy' type of girls...but i sure wish i could be once in a while, esp now when i am aching! :)



actually, come to think of it, i don't think that i esp. like those type of girls, the kind that never knew how to do the most basic things, like change the oil in their car, or who didn't even try to see what was wrong with something before they asked a guy for help...but yet i am surrounded by girls like these, and the guys seem to like it. maybe i am in the wrong, maybe i need to help robin to feel like a 'big, strong' man and have him see me as the helpless girl he needs to take care of. maybe i am too independent.



i am not saying i am unhappy at the person that i am...i just sometimes don't know if i should be more 'need-y'. i remember the girls in college, the girls who made their dates pay for everything, and who made the guys wait for at least 45 minutes while getting ready, even though they were told the time to be ready by...the guys whined about it, but they loved that the girl was that way, 'girl-y'.



anyway, i am babbling...a sign of fatigue i think.