have you ever had to go to a bridal shower a few minutes after having an arguement with your mate/hubby. so, while you are there putting on your 'marriage is wonderful' face, you are thinking,'damn he makes me so mad sometimes...girl, marriage is just not what they say...it is a challenge if ever there is one...it is wonderful and amazing, he will be amazing and wonderful..but there are days...when all you can think of is...'what the hell was i thinking when i married this guy'. of course i couldn't say all this to the girl who is going to get married, the girl that is going to marry my husband's fraternal twin at that.

i love hubs, i love being married. just not every single minute of the day, everyday.

i guess that i feel a little guilty saying this.
(the arguement is done. of course. we're back to normal again. he let me sleep in today, and took care of the kids by himself for quite a long time. and he bought me a bracelet two days ago. we haven't really spoken of what we argued about, so it will come up again, but for now...i just want to walk over and kiss him.)