regarding the whole 28th week bedrest...if (name removed) the company, my company is doing a project for,doesn't provide with the ability to work at home while on bedrest, it will be more than likely that i will lose my job. for it may be more than the 12 week allowed family medical leave law. so having twins is causing me to be unemployed. but if (name removed)can provide me with a laptop, like all of their employees have, then i can work from home until it's time to go into labor, and then i won't be using up my 12 weeks...which means that i won't lose my job. it kinda sucks that i have no ability to control my life right now...i have to just wait and see what is decided for me and my life.

i must relax!! i must not let all of this get to me!!