it's been a long time since i've written.
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life is pretty blah lately.
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i did go out with some friends friday night. it's been a long time since i started an evening at 10:00...a long time indeed. i had a great time, and the girls were wonderful. it's also been a long time since i stood out in some way, and i did that night, being the only dark haired girl in a group of beautiful blondes. i loved it...i loved the attention given to me by the girls, who loved my crazy, curly, dark (with grey streaks mixed in with blonde, brown and whatever else) hair. it felt good. before i would be the other dark haired girl in a trio of dark haired girls...just one amongst the many.
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along with feeling uninspired to write in this blog, i am also feeling very uninspired in writing in general. although, i have got some muses in characters i have created for a story, i can not get pen-to-paper going on these characters. very frustrating.
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i am madly in love with the fall leaves, again, as i am every year.
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i want to go to india with my mom and dad. i want to get away from this place for a while...to stop doing 'if-then-else' statements for a month(work), to get away from 'blah' for a while(life). to show india to robin.
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