a strong feeling of malcontent

my heart is feeling a little sad. i am not inspired to take pictures. i am not inspired to write. i am not inspired to learn. all i want to do is leave here for a while. all i want is to see something new.

i was a facebook addict for a while. living my life vicariously through others' photos, pretending i am there looking at the things that they are looking at. things like a banyan tree (or is it a plant?), filled streets, cows in the middle of road, colors of sari's.

i know that i have beauty here where i live. there are gorgeous pine trees, and the white against the green is pretty. the lights of the city are pretty as well. but i have done these shots, i have seen these things, over and over and over. maybe i just have the winter blues. maybe it will get better soon.