thathaya is sick. very sick. he's in his 90's so i should thank god for letting him live for so long. but...still...it's hard to think that he will go. i wish that i could see him before he goes. as i write this, i can feel my eyes watering. he is the most stupendous man i know! he makes me happy to be me. from so far away he extended his warmth and love, all because i am his granddaughter whom he saw only for a little while in 1995. i so wish that i could get married before he dies, so i can give him that.



by the way, i saw 'a beautiful mind' and it kicked butt. i saw it with goat, preeth and robin. russell crowe is amazing.



(i also started body solutions 2 days ago...wish me luck)